So lately...

so pretty much i've been really depressed this past week. i've made new friends and reinforced the bonds i have with some of the older new ones. but i've also had some conflict. not really conflict. i guess that isn't the right word. but. misunderstandings. better word. they didn't help my emotions. but everything is better now. with that. i cried myself to sleep last night. and then i was woken up with night terrors throughout the night. my biological family had found me. my biological father... he had found me and drug me back home... and that terrifies me so much. i'm so scared that that will happen. i live in constant fear that that moment.