the holidays.

it's been a long time since i've posted anything... but a lot has been going on in my life. everything is so stressful and i am just trying to find a place for me. i'm not gonna go into how bad it's been these past couple of weeks because it's going better now. i'm staying with a friend for thanksgiving. i'm actually here at his house right now. it's awesome and so much fun here. i feel welcomed here. i really like it. and i am really thankful for it. so that's the first really good thing to happen to me in a long time. and also i am going to colorado for christmas. i get to visit the family i used to live with when i lived in alabama. they moved to colorado. so i'm going there and they are getting me lots of things. expensive things. which i'm not really comfortable taking, but they are making me so i guess i have to. they are getting me contacts, an eye exam, and getting my teeth cleaned. it's been 5 years since i've been to the dentist. oh and the people i'm staying with for thanksgiving kinda sort of forced onto me some new shoes. which i wasn't comfortable with either but i am REALLY thankful for that. they are really nice shoes and they are comfortable too. so i really like this family. but for now i am going to bed. goodnight.